Somewhere in Time
We have four original letters from John Watt Johnston to his future wife, Ann Bauld in 1845. John Watt is a decendant of James Watt; inventor of the Steam Engine and the ancestor of a resident of the Westcliffe, Colorado community who shared the original letter with us.
Have fun going back 152 years!
Lots of love, AVB
Liverpool, England August 27, 1845
To Miss Ann Bauld
care of Mrs. Bauld
383 Gallowgate St.
Glasgow, Scotland
Most respected Friend,
You will no doubt feel a little astonished to receive this from
one who has
never had the pleasure of addressing you before on this all
important
subject, which I feel duty bound to acquaint you of since the
happy night I
spent in your company at the wedding. I have been impressed with
feelings of
the strongest desire to enjoy your society again. You may perhaps
think I am
speaking from the impulse of the moment and acting rashly. It is
decidedly
the reverse, for I have been thinking of you by night and by day
and can come
to no conclusion but acquaint you of the same. Previous to my
leaving
Glasgow, I possessed the same respect for you, but not being
aware of
learning so soon was the reason of me not making my mind knowing
to you on
the matter.
When I was at sea
and coming off duty at 19 o'clock at night
when the rest went to bed, I preferred a solitary walk on deck
where nothing
is to be seen but sea and sky. There I would walk up and down and
many a
long conversation I had with you and enjoying myself to the
utmost the same
as I was in your company. But when drawn near home and seeing all
hands
rejoicing, some to meet parents, some wives, and others
sweethearts I thought
them the happiest men alive. But when I looked on my own forlorn
condition,
it renders me miserable. To go home to a landlady, to the best of
them ,is
but a cold reception. Now to make a long story short, I am
determined to
change my life. As soon as circumstances will permit, so there is
more I
could take by the hand to lead a life of happiness, as I would
wish to live,
and could prefer to yourself. Therefore, I shall give you the
preference to
all other Lasses.
There is none in my
eyes like my own country women. The
English women I cannot endure them, and Yankees they are worse.
There is
nothing like something homely experience has taught me. Now I
shall conclude
by requesting of you a decided answer whether you shall be
inclined to keep a
correspondence to such time as we can make arrangements more
congenial to our
well-being.
If it be the case
that you feel so inclined, let me know as soon
as possible for it is upon your answer that my future happiness
depends.
Hoping you won't disappoint me to crush my spirits under the
bright
prospects I have built myself upon since I saw you. If you have
any
objection, let me know them and if possible I shall rectify them
be no way
delicate on the subject for the correspondence is entirely
between ourselves
and won't go farther on my part.
Therefore, I hope
you will excuse this
letter, its rather confused. This is the first I ever attempted
on the
subject so I conclude by sending my best respects to Miss Quill
and many
thanks to her for her attention to my request. I shall wait for
your answer
with the utmost impatience and am,
Madam yours till death
John Johnston
Direct to me
803 Wellington Buildings
New Main Street
Liverpool, England
Don't delay your answer.